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I just ate way too much chocolate!
After days of not being able to open my mouth more then a center meter and not being able to chew, any small portion of food is making me feel like I have eaten a 3 course meal. And yes, all I do at the moment is whinge!
Meant to be going out to dinner with the girls but going out is embarrassing. I went to buy some food from wollies, the checkout girl who was serving me looked and me and then put her head down and snickered from the rest of the time she served me.
My face is swollen around my cheeks and mouth area with bruising on my cheeks, I don't think I look like me. My usual thin face that comes to a point at my chin has a more moon shape, it dosn't suit me.

Currently I am watching X-files with my mum. Appart from the terrible 90s special effects it is not a bad show. Makes me think.

I need an icepack, my face is hot slash numb.

Will someone whip me into shape before my sisters wedding?

I don't know who I am writing this for, me? You? or mabybe I want people to read it. People I don't know.

My boy has been so good to me, and I love calling him my boy, makes me feel like I am 16 again. I have been nick named 'princess puffy cheeks', not too sure if I like it or not but I will let it as I have been spoilt.
I feel rediculous, I just want people around me constantly, don't even care if they talk to me, I just want to know they are near. I am so dependant on others, how silly.